i think its because im scared things might go wrong, so to go on and on about how great it is- kind of like tempting the devil (for want of a better analogy...all i could think of!)
i think i also get scared that when something goes wrong, i look like an idiot because just before i had been so happy, and now i look silly.
but to hell with it.
i am SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
i have a house! something i thought i'd be stressing about for a lot longer yet. and its a great house. and its with someone i really love. things between us are so great right now. im so excited about moving in with him.
and while there was a funny period while he got used to working for himself- its so much better now! he is just not stressed, tired, grumpy- he can do things he couldnt before. like today we went down to the beach for lunch.
and we are going on a holiday! yes, the thing i used to complain about so often because he wouldnt do it...well, we are, in february- a while away, but thats good because i need to save money.
anyway, so maybe in a couple of days i might be annoyed at him for one reason or another...but im pretty sure it will be nothing, and for now i am just in love.
oh yuk that sounds so sappy.
i do have one thing im not looking forward to...my friends 21st. it involves me making a speech. i DONT LIKE TRYING TO BE FUNNY IN PUBLIC. especially because well, she isnt that funny a person. i am very very scared
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Congratulations on the house and moving in! Ride the happiness wave!
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