relief

phew, bf likes the house.

having checked it out again i can say it wa slightly different to how i remember...very retro kind of decor, like oldish kitchen and the wallpaper...hmmm. carpet iffy as well- but we can cover that. and its so BIG. i completely forgot about one of the rooms! so big. anyway he says its cool, and is excited, so i can kinda breathe a sigh of relief and

work on making it look lovely and nice and homely.

so it a good day today.

not so good? i am getting strange chest pains and they are bloody painful...im so confused cos its not indigestion...and im only 20..surely im not having a heart attack?!

i want them to go away so i dont have to go to the doctor! agh