what is this, you ask?
well, its when everything is going wrong, and you are stressed.
but the reasons you are stressed, really you should just feel lucky and grateful. having a hard time feeling these things- so if i write them i think ill feel guilty enough to get in a good mood!
stress
= i have a dinner to go to tonight which is sure to take a while AND
i have property law assignment due tomorrow- no idea how to do it, am stuck, completely lost and dont want to fail. how am i going to finish it before tomorrow if im tied up tonight? aghh i dont even know how to finish it.
= i also have a french essay due next week (i dont actually speak or know french, its history) was able to check my plan and the lady said it was 'flowery'. thanks buddy. not sure when ill get the time to do that either.
= i was supposed to go to the gym this morning and just didnt get out of bed. now i wish i had gone to the gym.
= i went into town (where uni is) and had to park in a car park as there were no spaces around university. this sucks in itself. but then i also missed a person coming out of a park, went the wrong way up a ramp and then had to go to the top level. then when i came to come home, i went to the wrong floor and had to walk up.
= my friend tom had to bail on lunch and i really was looking forward to lunch with him.
= i was planning to stay at uni to work but got a call from the washing machine guy coming to fix my washing machine saying he would be there in 1/2 hour. i rushed home (oh he still isnt here). now i have to go back in and find ANOTHER car park.
= i havent bought any clothes for ages, months even, trying to save money, and i havent saved that much because im not working much. i want summer clothes dammit!
= im trying to organise a passport, not really happening, i cant BELIEVE how many forms etc you need.
= i need my hair dyed and when the hell am i going to do that
= i need to find a house to live
= i need to find a house to live
(just needed to stress that stress)
ok....now for the ice cream..
- i am lucky i can GO to uni and get a degree, especially a law one
- the lady said my essay would be good and i had some good points (just need to work on it)
- i am lucky i have a car to park in a car park
- i am lucky i have a washing machine that needs to be fixed
- i should be glad i have friends that want me round to dinner and lunch
- i am lucky to have someone who wants to find a house with me, and that i have the money to pay rent for a house
- its pretty good i even have a gym membership
- im trying to organise a passport. that means im GOING SOMEWHERE. overseas. vietnam!!!!
wellllll ok now im feeling all a bit bad. still stressed about property i cant lie. but you know, i have it pretty damn good.
*icecream stress is a word i just made up cos i like the sound of it. and i like icecream. it sounds like a good stress to me
1 comment:
lol, this post? It sounds like you are in my head. Of course we have different things going on, but at the same time, I could relate to a lot of this. Hope you feel less stressed soon!
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