fight fight fight

so, i was involved in a fight tonight.well, not a real fight. as close as ill ever get though!

see, what happened is this. one of my best friends had a boyfriend for three years. then, this morning, he rang her hysterically crying. wat happened? well, last night (friday night) he got ridiculously drunk, doesnt remember anything, and wakes up in the morning because his friends ring saying he kissed this girl, lets call her ally. so he rings my friend (jenna) devastated because he has cheated on her while smashed. she, obviously, is hysterical and upset, and they break up today as a result. she rings her ex-bf friends who saw the whole thing, who tell her that ally was followng the bf round the whole night, followed him outside when he went to the toilet and then they kissed.

so tonight, being my other friends 21st, which me and jenna are at, we are drinking and drinking etc, with some other friends, she tells us and we are suitable annoyed and upset. as the drinking goes on, we get angrier and angrier at this ally chick. 

i must note- the ex bf is not in the right in any way. he also, is a dick. he broke her heart and therefore we dont heart him. but she dumped him as a result. i mean, what else can she do to him? she already broke his heart and he feels like a tiny spot on the face of a shoe. so we leave him for the time being and focus on the scarlet woman.

from my friends 21st we proceed to a housewarming of another friend. will ally be there? maybe. 

we get to the housewarming, she isnt there. so we hang round, forget it.

suddenly, after about an hour, ally rocks up. WHAT THE F U C K. we all say. how DARE she come here, after wat happened!

jenna and i immediatly go out to where she is. jenna abuses her and tells her to get out,and that she knew her bf had a gf and how much of a bitch etc etc other words i wont mention. i also inject a few 'why are u even here?' and 'u should just go' etc, standing behind jenna like a bodyguard haha. ally walks outside, but get this- doesnt leave. comes back inside. the nerve!

so jenna gives her a piece of her mind again,as do i, when jenna isnt ranting. i think eventually she left.

but man, it was like jerry springer in there! wow. u know, i dont think ive ever been that confrontational before.

dont get me wrong- im not really a bitchy kind of person. but if someone does something wrong by one of my friends? man, i will be all over that. and this girl was trying to deny she knew they were an item, that it was the bf going for her- when multiple sources said otherwise!

some people just dig a hole.

poor jenna.

her ex bf doesnt deserve her, i hope she realises that now.

parents drive me crazyyyy

me and my parents dont usually fight.
i thinkits because they live a fair way away so we get more than enough space from eachother.
but right now, even though they are 5 hours away- driving me UP THE WALL.
usually they are laidback about everything, dont intefere in anything etc.
and because they are so stressed about the drought they are acting irrationally! bf and me even had a fight last night because of them, getting angry at me (and inadvertently him) for something, can u believe that?!
i mean, seriously- my parents would NEVER get angry at someone like that (bf), or involve him in stuff.
its weird and i dont like dealing with it
i dont really like dealing with anything that upsets me really..
haha

sad news..

i have some bad news.

see the dog that i posted pictures of below?

yes, well i found out today that he died, a few days ago.

see he was living with my dad (dad loved him too much to give him back!) on our farm, and dad ran him over, as tends to happen on the farm. ive found so many dogs have short life spans there, because there are so many things- utes, snakes, rat poison etc.....i just didnt think he would die, of course it was an accident but i thought he was smart to stay out of the way but obviously not.

i feel really sad because he was such a great dog. he really had a personality you know? not just like other dogs, he would do the funniest (and naughtiest) things. like i would open the gate,

and before i knew it he took off downt eh street (once at nighttime!). then he would stop, look at me, and wait till i got just close enough...then take off again. this went on all the way down the street and i was SO MAD by the end!

or how i would go to work all day and i would come home to find him perched on a box leaning over the fence waiting for me.

i havent seen him much in the past months,  after he moved back to the farm, but my dad used to send me pictures on my phone of him on the porch, or muddy and dirty after playing in the dam and such.

i feel really upset because he was so great, and this is the second dog ive lost to such circumstances in the space of 3 years, its almost like im getting used to it which isnt good.

however i feel more sorry for dad- i dont know if he was the one who accidently did it (i didnt want to know details) but he loved him so much, and i know how upset he is feeling.

the worst thing is- they didnt even tell me! i only found out today because they wanted to wait until they got down here to tell me in person. but i went over to my grandmas today to visit and she said 'im sorry about the white dog, your dad was so upset' and i thought...thats weird...nobody said anything to me...i thought she was talking about my old dog- (she gets so confused and stuff nowadays). but just to be sure i called dad and he had to tell me- he told her not to say anything to me but obviously she forgot.

anyway, i was supposed to be getting a puppy for christmas for the bf. i thought the puppy and my other dog could be friends and play together but i guess not now...

anyway just thought id let that out here.

its funny when something/someone dies- all u can talk about is all the things they used to do. the bf came home from work when i called him, and all i wanted to talk about was what he (dog) did this time, or that time, its like you just want to grab every memory you have of them and keep them, like they are still there.

some really really important stuff

living with the bf is going great. well to be honest, its not much different from before, we still spent every night together before anyway. but its our house, all my stuff is in one place, more freedom with no housemate. its nice cooking together and everything more as well, since we always used to eat out for some reason.
there is one thing though, that is just bugging me out.
we dont have a dishwasher- fair enough, its only two of us and its best we dont to save water.
but he has a problem doing dishes. AGH.
we are sposed to take it in turns, fair right?
well, apparently not.
i do my turn fine, but he doesnt do them. until they pile up, and up, and u cant see anything but for dirty dishes. then i say- bf can u please do these?
'no i dont want to. ill do them tomorrow'.
and so it goes on, until eventually i get so frustrated (or someone is coming round and i have to) that i do them. and he KNOWS i will do them.
and i would refuse until he had to- but then if someone comes over, how embarrasing it that to have them there?!
ok granted- he has never had to do dishes, what with there was a dishwasher at his house before. but nevertheless its not that hard to LEARN. and adjust to have to do them...
it is infuriating! how do i force him to do them, without sounding like a nag?

silly me

ive been thinking...why was i so stupid to name my blog little20yearold? 

1. its a lame name

2. what will i do when i turn 21? duh. 

so close i can almost taste it..

so I've basically been a hermit for the last month or so while trying to finish assignments and study for exams.

my last one is tomorrow, but its a doozy :(. property law.....

its seriously made me consider getting rid of rights posessions and land...living in some utopian society where nobody does anything bad and everyone lives together...haha, then at least it would make my degree a lot easier!

i guess i would have one at all...

anyway regardless...i can WAIT till this time tomorrow- i will have a glass (or two) wine in my hand, out on the town! (what town..haha)

and im FREE for a summer! no assignments, studying, opening any law or history book...i cant wait.

that is all

stuff

hahaha ok so i totally added seth on facebook. this story is great, im so glad it hasn't ended yet! i LOVE that he has a blog....

ahh such actitivies are great from distracting me from what i really should be doing....property law...the worst. yuk.

i did go see a movie last night as a break though, death race (bf's choice) i thought it was cool though! jason stratham...is intense. i cant work out if he is hot or just scary..